Hello my loves.yea well yesterday was fun Melissa came to stay the night and then my friend Zach called me and asked me if i wanted him to come get me and Melissa to go driving and i didnt care so yeah.me,zach,melissa,john and andrew went driving for like 3 hours.that was fun adn then today me and my family went out to eat at Don Pablos and i had a Margarita,damn those things are good.that was my first drink of any alcohol adn i liked it a lot.haha but anywho and then later zach came and got me and me,him and John went to drive around and picked up Arturo.I love Zachs car.He did 2 dohnuts yesterday and then 2 tonight.i love those things.he has the nicest damn car and the music can get so loud.ha i love it!we had so much fun and then tomorrow i have no idea what im doing..but its all good.i think zachs takeing me to school from now on but i have no idea.well im going to go.Goodbye my loves</3

Hello my loves.ok well today was fun,i guess.god i am so happy that tomorrow is friday bc i need a weekend,esspecially after today..wow i am so confused,but whatever.and my mom is buggin the shit out of me bc of some reasons,some people know why,but yeah its getting worse and shes keeps fucking getting protective and im seriously about to like go off.anywho..yea i dont really have anything to talk about.umm i found out that im going to my condo in tennesse this summer with my cousin jake.yay!but my mom,omg i cant get over that.haha,shes agrivating the shit out of me how shes acting.but Sage asked me out twice tonight and i told him that i didnt know because i dont know.lol but yeah..we'll see.i told him that i would sleep on it.but yeah i really dont know what to do or say soo yeah.today was very intersting bc i am so confused,i feel stupid and i should have known better(only 1 person knows what im talking about)but yeah we'll see what happens with that.im going to go bc i dont have anything to talk about.Goodbye my loves.

Hello my loves.today was alright,i guess.Shelby came over this morning and we got ready together.that was fun.i felt really pretty today bc i looked really cute.hehe.but anywho me and shelby had fun.i love her!but school was boring and went by slow,as usual.but then i rode the bus home with Shelby.we hung out at her house with Tony and Zakk,that was fun...right Shelby.haha.i came home around 6:30 and then i went to my brothers basketball game,kinda boring but whatever.then i came home and delt with my moms shit.god i just hope she fucking dies.it seems like the only people that truly and unconditionally love me is Shelby and Zakk.i love them both with everything i have,they have always been there for me adn helped me through everything i have been through recently.they r soo important to me.i just want to runaway me,shelby,zakk adn tony.runaway and never come back.but thats just a dream...a dream that will never come true.i just want my mom to stop,i want the pain to stop....just go away.i am getting stronger and i love it but yet i hate it bc i have to get hurt pretty bad to be built back up.whatever im done talking about it.im not really allowed to do that much with my friends anymore bc my mom knows some things that shes not suppossed to know about.lol but i could really give two shits of a fuck what she thinks about me.but anywho..im going to go.</3 him.Goodbye my loves

p.s.summers almost here<3

Hello my loves.yeah well Friday was intersting.i was in the hospital bc i stopped breathing when i was sleeping and of course my dad had to come and find me.i dont know why i stopped breathing,i was not listening to the doctor.lol.but then after that my mom went to the doctor and they said that she might have had a blood clot in her lungs so they had to do 20 tests and she was in the hospital for the rest of the day.later that day i went to my aunts funeral and then stayed at my cousins house.then sadly i came home saturday and i had hayley come over and stay the night.we had a lot of fun.i love her.hehe.but we worked on our pinata thing.it was fun.but then today was boring.wow i feel really bad bc i am starting to really think that i hate my mom,like its not good and im not bragging about it but i really hate my mom.im not even kidding.when she was in the hospital room i was thinking like what if my mom was to just like die right here and usually my heart would drop or i would get teary eyed but i just sat there and had no feeling whatsoever.i like get so sad whenever she says something to me,bc its always mean,and i hate how she looks at me bc she gives me dirty looks all the time but im kinda used to them now.so im kinda sad bc i just want her to go away adn just stop...i want it all to stop.but it wont anytime soon and im just getting stronger everyday.my aunt and uncle and everyone know how she treats me and they all know its wrong.she has my grandfathers temper and they all know it.thats why they all pretty much hate her bc shes just like him.but anywho..im really glad i have my friends bc i dont think i would be here without them and i would not even give a single smile if it was not for them.i smile and laugh and love for them.i love them with everything i have adn i would give my life just for them.but im going to go.thank you all...him</3.Goodbye my loves.

haha!more pictures!enjoy<3

hayley and kaitlyn<3

fat!

stoner...

colin's ass

me and steven</3

me and steven...again.</3

arturo,chelsea adn kaitlyn.my loves

me,steven adn colin.

arturo

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love them!

no idea.

hope u enjoyed them.Goodbye my loves<3